Today is his birthday
Part of me wants to be with him, but another part of me doesn't
Everyday I think of him, wondering if he's ok
Oh God let him be ok...
As I lay here on my bed, typing on my iPod, sick as hell, I'm hoping his friends are treating him right.
I don't care if I'm sick, I don't care if I throw up, as long as he's ok, I'll be at peace.
For months it's been a constant battle, and I think my body has reached its breaking point.
But I must continue fighting, because maybe, just maybe, I'll finally win.
Lately it feels like I'm living in a dream, a nightmare actually
Sometimes I bite myself to see if I'm awake.
Everything is so blurry, I can't keep up.
It's pass 11 and I need my sleep, but before I go, I had to wish you a happy birthday, even though you don't want it.
If it seems like the world has turned its back against you, turn to God, ask and he will give you what is yours.
People aren't perfect, heck they can destroy each other, but God would never forget you nor forsake you.
Even though I can never be with you again, my heart will always be with you, forever and always.

Would you like it if/when your significant other attends a strip bar?
I didn't ask "would you allow your significant other to go" but rather "would you have a problem with it"?
And would it matter if he was drunk?

One of the reasons why my mother does not believe that my ex was right for me is the fact that he is almost exactly like me: temper, attitude, you name it.

Is it better for opposites to attract, or is it better to find someone who's like you?